like course breath on your soft neck

Don't Need A Hand. Don't Need Anything

Thu, 29 Apr 2004 18:11:34 GMT

_Because I'm cliche' enough to use an LJ again_
[03]close_yetfar

add.me.

_Because I'm not cliche' enough for it to be my main blog_
[00]elijah_luvr@GJ.com

Must_Get_Out

Fri, 27 Feb 2004 22:18:59 GMT

Seeing as how I hate having to copy+paste blog entries and also taking into consideration that I hate LiveJournal so much I'm going to stop using this account. Or rather I'll keep it around so that I can comment on some people's journals/read their entries but,for the time being this thing is deader than a doornail.

My uJournal: http://dna_revolution.ujournal.org
My AIM: ShadyLane1WAngel (Add Buddy,Send Message)

Perhaps We Should Sit Them Down & Explain

Sun, 04 Jan 2004 06:39:29 GMT

ºif you want to be +added comment

No Doubt,Show Up One Day You Are Not The Same

Sun, 04 Jan 2004 06:34:04 GMT

I am Tyler Durden from Fight Club.
Take the "Which Chuck character am I? Quiz"

.....

It's Not My Time To Go

Sat, 03 Jan 2004 23:53:31 GMT

slept in till noon. got showered + dressed. went to the library. came home. downloaded music.

~The Used - Blue & Yellow
~The Used - Buried Myself Alive
~The Used - The Taste Of Ink
~Zwan - Honestly
~Zwan - Endless Summer
~Zwan - Broken Heart
~Radiohead - Creep
~Radiohead - Karma Police
~Yellowcard - Avondale
~Yellowcard - Underdog
~The White Stripes - Seven Nation Army
~The White Stripes - Dead Leave On the Dirty Ground
~The All-American Rejects - Your Star
~Sugarcult - Bouncin' Off the Walls
~The Format - Tune Out
~Madonna - Die Another Day
~Justin Timberlake - Cry Me A River
~The Beatles - Paperback Writer
~No Use For A Name - Turning Japanese
~The Cranberries - Ridiculous Thoughts

Polly Wants A Cracker

Fri, 02 Jan 2004 23:42:38 GMT

W00t. New computer I am on :x I luv it to pieces. It has this great 'new plastic' kinda smell. I formatted my other comp though so now all of my mp3's & mpg's are gone. Yes including The Cranberries - ridiculous thoughts.mpg :\ Not to mention all of my Elijah pics.

Oh yeah and now my journal layout looks poopy because my old comp was set to 800x600 and this is set for 1024x768. I need to make a new layout. Mraa. Oh well new layouts are fun :) I allready have another new icon. Wee.

::scurries off::

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Fri, 02 Jan 2004 18:21:36 GMT

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Eternal Sunshine of The Spotless Mind - Coming Soon

So much Elijah so little time :x

I found The Cranberries - ridiculous thoughts.mpg Oh the joy. It was worth the 3+ hour download time + all the hassle. I even had to download DivX.

::bounces around::

I've Got A Disease,Deep Inside Me

Fri, 02 Jan 2004 06:38:27 GMT

I'm nearly finished with my change of layout. The subject matter *is* Elijah <3<3<3

Chatting it up w/Bob. Good times.

::scampers off::

How Does it Feel Now?

Thu, 01 Jan 2004 23:40:10 GMT

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE!

Today hasn't been of much interest. Not necessarily in a negative way though. One thing that stands out is that I'm having a proper conversation with Ping for the first time in a *LONG* time. It's nice.

Oh yeah who could forget,New Years Resolutions~
-Get A Job
-Get A Drivers Liscense
-Lose Weight

The only other things on my mind are my new Dell(I WANT IT TO COME!!!)& The Cranberries - ridiculous thoughts.mpg. I've been looking for it everywhere and can't find it. If anyone happens to have it or know where I might obtain it IM me(Underdog Nth),e-mail me(peregrintook_guardofthecitadel@hotmail.com),or comment on this entry. Thanks.

Lastly~I'm working on new icons & a new layout. Elijah Wood is most likely going to be the focus. With all that said,I'm out like sour trout.

I Was Wonderin'.....Could I Just Be You Tonight?

Wed, 31 Dec 2003 04:47:00 GMT

first of all.....
happy hannukah/winter solstice/christmas/christmakah/new years/yule time/kwanzaa~!

I hope all of you had a joyful celebration :B I know I did. I got a mess load of gr00vy things.

Lord of the Rings:The Fellowship of the Ring Extended Edition DVD
Lord of the Rings:The Two Towers Extended Edition DVD
Harry Potter & the Chamber of Secrets DVD
Matchbox Twenty - more than you think you are CD
BLINK 182 - feeling it CD
Nirvana - nevermind CD
Something Corporate - leaving through the window CD
Kurt Cobain poster
Nirvana hoodie
Frodo Baggins t-shirt
Black Dickies pants
Levi* dark blue jeans
Lord of the Rings RISK
SONY Atrac3plus MP3 CD Walkman D-NE509
Bras + Panties + Socks
Cow pattern seat covers
Silk Dragon pajamas
Monkey pajamas
Yellow Chinese Food Take-Out Box Lamp

Plus I used my remaining money to buy several magazines with articles concerning Elijah Wood & to treat my mother & sister to lunch :) I'm now officially broke ::LOL:: Oh well good times were had. I spent a good portion of Christmas day eating & playing Lord of the Rings Monopoly.

As for whats to come this week.....
-learners permit for car
-report on the penal system of the 1800's
-report on physics
-the search for a job(i'm hoping for Sam Goody's or Sonic)
-seeing Lord of the Rings for the 3rd time
-library trip
-clean out closet

As for New Years Eve,I'm going to hang out with my family and pig out on snack foods. Yay/yum.
That just about sums everything of remote interest up :P I'm out like sour trout.

Wed, 24 Dec 2003 09:03:32 GMT

[ .001. ] first name: Laura
[ .002. ] middle name: ****
[ .002. ] last name: A********
[ .004. ] nickname(s): rua lersona,hobbit,lodo baggins,la,la roo roo,rawr,etc.
[ .005. ] gender: femme
[ .006. ] age: 16
[ .007. ] birthday: 03.02.87
[ .008. ] height: 5'2"
[ .009. ] hair color: brownish
[ .010. ] eye color: green
[ .011. ] race: caucasian
[ .012. ] do you wear glasses or contacts: yessir
[ .013. ] do you have braces: negative
[ .014 ] glasses or contacts: glasses
[ .015. ] where were you born: over there. *points*
[ .016. ] current location: right here. *points*
[ .017. ] zodiac sign: pisces
[ .018. ] how many languages do you know: 2 1/2 collectively.
[ .019. ] nationality: fweh
[ .020. ] bad habits: biting my nails,getting over-emotional or under-emotional,rambling
[ .021. ] piercings you have: 4 (per ear)
[ .022. ] piercings you want: 7 (per ear)
[ .023. ] tattoos you have: 0
[ .024. ] tattoos you want: 2
[ .025. ] today's date: 12.24.03
[ .026. ] the time: 1:08 am.
[ .027. ] ready for a bunch more questions: meh

: Family :

[ .028. ] mother's name: madonna
[ .029. ] father's name: gary
[ .030. ] step-parent's names, if any: n/a
[ .031. ] brother(s)'s name(s): n/a
[ .032. ] sister(s)'s name(s): missy
[ .033. ] favorite aunt: i dont enjoy the company of the vast majority of my family
[ .034. ] favorite uncle: ......
[ .035. ] favorite grandparent: ......
[ .036. ] worst relative: ......
[ .037. ] best relative: ......
[ .038. ] do you get along with your parents: occasionally
[ .039. ] does anyone in your family understand you: thats a bloody riot :)
: Pets :

[ .040. ] do you have any pets: yes
[ .041. ] what are their names: panzer
[ .042. ] what kind of animal(s): miniature doberman pinscher
: School :

[ .043. ] are you still in school: must you remind me?:(
[ .044. ] did you drop out: ::sigh::
[ .045. ] current gpa, or last gpa you got: ...fuck you
[ .046. ] favorite grade: .....
[ .047. ] least favorite grade: .....
[ .048. ] favorite teacher: .....
[ .049. ] least favorite teacher: .....
[ .050. ] favorite subject: art
[ .051. ] least favorite subject: math
[ .052. ] do/did you buy lunch or bring it: both
[ .053. ] play any sports on the school's team: no
[ .054. ] do/did you do any extra ativities: no
[ .055. ] are/were you popular: .....dont touch me there...
[ .056. ] favorite dance: I've never actually been to a dance
[ .057. ] favorite memory : your mum
[ .058. ] least favorite dance: have to actually attend one in order to form an opinion
[ .059. ] least favorite memory: almost the entirety of my school career.
[ .060. ] most humiliating moment: ::shrugs::
: Favorites :

[ .061. ] number: 3
[ .062. ] clothing brand(s): n/a
[ .063. ] shoes: converse/vans
[ .064. ] saying: :;shrugs::
[ .065. ] tv show: the O.C.
[ .066. ] sport: sk8boarding
[ .067. ] vegetable: cucumber
[ .068. ] fruit: pomegranit
[ .069. ] movie: LotR trilogy
[ .070. ] magazine: Spin
[ .071. ] actors: Elijah Wood,Sir Ian McKellan,Benjamin McKenzie,Johnny Depp,etc.
[ .072. ] actresses: Cate Blanchett
[ .073. ] candy: Twix
[ .074. ] gum: i hate gum
[ .075. ] scent: Rain
[ .076. ] candy bar: Twix
[ .077. ] ice cream flavor: cookie dough
[ .078. ] color: black
[ .079. ] season: fall
[ .080. ] holiday: Hannukah
[ .081. ] band: yellowcard/smashing pumpkins/aar/sugarcult/etc
[ .082. ] singer: billy boyd :x
[ .083. ] group: ....
[ .084. ] rapper: .....
[ .085. ] type of music: glitter-punk
[ .086. ] thing in your room: bed
[ .087. ] place to be: Far away
[ .088. ] radio station: 103.9 The Edge
[ .089. ] channel: FOX 10
[ .090. ] junk food: ice cream
[ .091. ] overall food: pasta
[ .092. ] store: savers
[ .093. ] shoe brand: You asked this already, too.
[ .094. ] fast food: Jack in the Box
[ .095. ] restaurant: Hard Rock Cafe(which is funny considering that i dont eat red meat :P)
[ .096. ] shape: star of david
[ .097. ] time of day: night
[ .098. ] country: UK/England
[ .099. ] state: n/a
[ .100. ] boys name: Elijah
[ .101. ] girls name: Sakura
[ .102. ] mall: I don't like malls.
[ .103. ] video game: FFVII
[ .104. ] shampoo: ::shrugs::
[ .105. ] board game: Risk
[ .106. ] computer game: n/a
[ .107. ] car: mini-cooper :)
[ .108. ] music video: Matchbox20 - Unwell
[ .109. ] swear word: Fuck.
[ .110. ] word: Mraa
[ .111. ] month: March
[ .112. ] cartoon character: beck gold(Big O)
[ .113. ] scary movie: movies don't scare me
[ .114. ] team: n/a
[ .115. ] possession: your soul

: What's the first thing that comes to mind when you hear :

[ .116. ] eminem: plz step away from the vehicle
[ .117. ] dog: panzer
[ .118. ] hot: Elijah Wood
[ .119. ] britney spears: flarg
[ .120. ] nsync: flargx2
[ .121. ] real world: seattle
[ .122. ] orange: boxers
[ .123. ] choice: LotR
[ .124. ] fuck: matt
[ .125. ] bisexual: controversial
[ .126. ] black: tony
[ .127. ] icq: sp00key
[ .128. ] insane clown posse: poop-shoot
[ .129. ] linkin park: meh
[ .130. ] jack: skellington
[ .131. ] rainbow: brite :(
[ .132. ] cherry: virginity
[ .133. ] cucumber: yum
[ .134. ] shark: JAWZ
[ .135. ] lifehouse: nice band
[ .136. ] bat: + man
[ .137. ] leather: smells
[ .138. ] whip: DEVO
[ .139. ] america: fuck
[ .140. ] water: ew
[ .141. ] volcano: poo

: This or that :

[ .142. ] rock or rap: rock.
[ .143. ] rock or pop: rock.
[ .144. ] rock or r&b: rock.
[ .145. ] rock or metal: rock
[ .146. ] rap or pop: pop
[ .147. ] rap or r&b: r&b
[ .148. ] rap or metal: metal
[ .149. ] pop or r&b: pop
[ .150. ] pop or metal: metal
[ .151. ] r&b or metal: metal
[ .152. ] linkin park or limp bizkit: Linkin Park.
[ .153. ] tool or korn: korn
[ .154. ] selena or jennifer lopez: selena
[ .155. ] hot or cold: Cold.
[ .156. ] winter or summer: summer
[ .157. ] spring or fall: fall
[ .158. ] shakira or britney: Shakira.
[ .159. ] icp or eminem: Eminem.
[ .160. ] marilyn manson or rob zombie: Rob Zombie.
[ .161. ] kittie or garbage: They're both full of suck.
[ .162. ] mtv or vh1: VH1
[ .163. ] buffy or angel: Angel
[ .164. ] dawson's creek or gilmore girls: o_O
[ .165. ] football or basketball: O_o
[ .166. ] summer olympics or winter olympics: Winter
[ .167. ] skiing or snowboarding: Snowboarding.
[ .168. ] rollarblading or skateboarding: Sk8boarding.
[ .169. ] black or white: black
[ .170. ] orange or red: Red
[ .171. ] yellow or green: Green
[ .172. ] purple or pink: Purple
[ .173. ] slipknot or mudvayne: Mudvayne
[ .174. ] hot topic or pac sun: Hot Topic
[ .175. ] inside or outside: Oustide
[ .176. ] weed or alcohol: alcohol...
[ .177. ] cell phone or pager: cell
[ .178. ] pen or pencil: pencil
[ .179. ] powerpuff girls or charlie's angels: Flarg.
[ .180. ] scooby doo or dino: Scooby Doo.
[ .181. ] dragon ball z or pokemon: Poke'mon
[ .182. ] star wars or star trek: Star Wars
[ .183. ] tattoos or piercings: Piercings
[ .184. ] prep or punk: punk
[ .185. ] slut or whore: whore

: Private life :

[ .186. ] do you have a boyfriend or girlfriend: no
[ .187. ] do you have a crush: yessir
[ .188. ] do you love anyone right now: perhaps
[ .189. ] have you ever been in love: perhaps
[ .190. ] how many people of you kissed: 10 or so
[ .191. ] who was your first kiss: it was so long ago that i cannot recall :\
[ .192. ] how many hearts have you broken: 0(my count)
[ .193. ] how many people broke your heart: 1
[ .194. ] best quote to sum up love: "Never has so big a waste of time been worth so much."
[ .195. ] so what is your bf/gf/crush like: Better than you.
[ .196. ] do you have a picture of him/her: no
[ .198. ] do you have a picture of yourself: no
[ .200. ] do you go by looks or personality: both
[ .201. ] ever kiss a friend: yes
[ .202. ] are you still friends: we aren't enemies
[ .203. ] so moving along..do you smoke: sometimes
[ .204. ] do you smoke weed: no
[ .205. ] ever trip on acid: no
[ .206. ] how about a little x: no
[ .207. ] crack, heroin, anything else: no
[ .208. ] beer good or beer bad: bad
[ .209. ] are you the sissy who drinks wine coolers: no
[ .210. ] do you like smirnoff ice: Never consumed it.
[ .211. ] prefer beer or liquor: ...no
[ .212. ] what kind of cigarettes do you smoke: depends

: Would you ever :

[ .215. ] bungee jump: yes.
[ .216. ] sky dive: yes.
[ .217. ] swim with dolphins: yes.
[ .218. ] scuba dive: yes
[ .219. ] rock climbing: yes
[ .220. ] eat shit for $1,000,000: Yes.
[ .221. ] turn your back on your friends for personal gain: Depends on the gain.
[ .222. ] steal a friend's boyfriend/girlfriend: no
[ .223. ] cross-dress: yes.
[ .224. ] lie to the police: yes
[ .225. ] run from the police: yes
[ .226. ] lie to your parents: yes
[ .227. ] walk up to a stranger and kiss them: perhaps
[ .229. ] walk out of a restaurant without paying: yes
[ .230. ] streak: yes
: Your friends :

[ .231. ] best friend: tracye or tony
[ .232. ] known longest: tracye
[ .233. ] wish you talked to more: garrett
[ .234. ] wish you saw more: tony
[ .235. ] how many friends do you think you have: 2-7
[ .236. ] who drives you insane after a while: everyone -tony
[ .237. ] who can you stay around forever and never get sick of: tony
[ .238. ] ever lose a friend because you took it to the 'next level': no
[ .243. ] can always make you laugh: tony
[ .248. ] hot tempered: meh
[ .249. ] smartest: tracye
[ .250. ] shortest: me
[ .251. ] tallest: tony
[ .254. ] skinniest: tony
[ .255. ] nicest: tony.
[ .256. ] best personality: tony
[ .257. ] biggest drug user: garrett

: Have you ever :

[ .258. ] flashed someone: no
[ .259. ] told the person you liked how you felt: yes
[ .260. ] been to Michigan: no
[ .261. ] gotten really REALLY wasted: no
[ .262. ] gone to jail or juvi: no
[ .263. ] skate boarded: yes
[ .264. ] skinny dipped: no
[ .265. ] stolen anything: yes
[ .266. ] wanted to kick my ass for making this so long: wanted to kick you ass for being REDUNDANT,yes. For making this 'so long',no.
[ .267. ] kicked someone's ass: no
[ .268. ] pegged someone in the head with a snowball: yes
[ .269. ] broke a beer bottle: no
[ .270. ] gotten into a bar, under-aged: no
[ .272. ] flipped someone off: yes
[ .273. ] gone on a road trip: no
[ .274. ] gone on vacation without adult supervision: no
[ .275. ] been to a concert: yes
[ .276. ] been to another country: yes
[ .277. ] talked back to an adult: yes
[ .278. ] got pulled over: no
[ .279. ] got in a car accident: yes
[ .280. ] broken a law: yes
[ .281. ] given money to a homeless person: yes
[ .282. ] tried to kill yourself: no
[ .283. ] cried to get out of trouble: yes
[ .284. ] kissed a friend's brother or sister: no
[ .285. ] kissed a brother or sister's friend: no
[ .286. ] dropped something on the floor that you were cooking and let someone eat it anyways: yes

: Opinions :

[ .287. ] what do you think...about pop music: It irritates me.
[ .288. ] about boy bands: they aren't *BANDS*
[ .289. ] about flag burning: ::shrugs::
[ .290. ] of the war on terrorists: it doesn't truly affect me personally
[ .291. ] about suicide: pathetic
[ .292. ] about people who try to force their opinions on you: cunts
[ .293. ] about abortion: its an individual decision
[ .294. ] about rock/metal music: good stuff
[ .295. ] where do you think you'll be in 10 years: Over there. *points*
[ .296. ] who do you think you'll still be friends with: Tony

: What did you do :

[ .297. ] last birthday: family shit
[ .298. ] yesterday: mall.movie.shit.
[ .299. ] last weekend: i dont recall
[ .300. ] Christmas: ditto
[ .301. ] thanksgiving: went to tonys. ate food.
[ .302. ] new year's eve: dont recall
[ .303. ] Halloween: hung out w/Garrett,Tony,Schweggler,& Ari
[ .304. ] Easter: dont recall
[ .305. ] valentine's day: dont recall

: The last :

[ .306. ] thing you ate: snickers pop-ems
[ .307. ] thing you drank: mr.pibb
[ .308. ] thing you wore: beatles shirt
[ .309. ] place you went: movies
[ .310. ] thing you got pierced/tattooed: my ear
[ .311. ] person you saw: tony/matthew/michael
[ .312. ] person you kissed: bob
[ .313. ] person you fucked: ...
[ .314. ] person you talked to: tony
[ .315. ] song you heard: AAR - dont leave me

: Now :

[ .316. ] what are you eating: nothing
[ .317. ] what are you drinking: nothing
[ .318. ] what are you wearing: beatles shirt,panties
[ .319. ] any shoes on: negative
[ .320. ] hair: blah
[ .321. ] listening to: AAR - my paper heart
[ .322. ] talking to anyone: no ;.;
[ .323. ] are you pissed now: on some level

: Yes or no :

[ .324. ] are you a vegetarian: in a way
[ .325. ] do you like cows: not to eat
[ .326. ] are you a bitch: mraa
[ .327. ] are you artistic: people seem to think so
[ .328. ] do you write poetry: ha
[ .329. ] are you a fast runner: are you kidding me? look at these stubby hobbit legs! o_O
[ .330. ] can you ski: never tried
[ .331. ] are you British: partially <3
[ .332. ] do you want to spear britney: why not?
[ .333. ] do the voices talk to you: why does it do it Precioussssss?
[. 334. ] ever give barbie a hair cut: ....
[ .335. ] would you eat mac & cheese with hot dogs in it: i used too
[ .336. ] do you think disney creators were on acid when they made 'alice in wonderland': disney creators are *allways* on acid
[ .337. ] are you straight: no
[ .338. ] are you stupid, insane, or physically handicapped: perhaps
[ .339. ] are you fat: most assuredly
[ .340. ] are you skinny: ^
[ .341. ] are you short: HOBBIT
[ .342. ] are you tall: ...hobbit...<<;
[ .343. ] do you own a hot pink shirt: no
[ .344. ] how about orange pants: no
[ .345. ] can you see the flying monkeys: up your butt
[ .346. ] are you evil: nah
[ .347. ] did you ever know someone who had a mullet: yep
[ .348. ] is britney a whore: anyone w/a job is a whore. think about it :)
[ .349. ] are you a teenage zombie: uh...i prefer teenage DIRTBAG or teenage RiOT,k thnx.
[ .350. ] am i annoying you: Erm...no.
[ .351. ] do you like marilyn manson: as a person but i'm not too fond of his music
[ .352. ] are you secretly from another planet: ....

: Random questions :

[ .355. ] if you could be any animal, what would you be: finch
[ .356. ] if you had to eat one thing for the rest of your life, what would it be: pasta
[ .357. ] do you remember any of your dreams: pieces of them
[ .358. ] do you dream in color or black and white: i've never noticed
[ .359. ] do you admit when you need help with a problem: occasionally
[ .360. ] can people read you like a book: ha
[ .361. ] what's your biggest fear: failure
[ .362. ] do you talk a lot: no
[ .363. ] are you afraid of clowns: yes
[ .364. ] do you like spiders: yes
[ .365. ] how about grape kool-aid: yes
[ .366. ] can you drive: no
[ .367. ] are you spoiled: a wee bit
[ .368. ] are you anti-social: a bit
[ .369. ] do you see dumb people: i'm looking at one
[ .370. ] do you see dead people: how would *you* define dead?
[ .371. ] any last words: Frodo: I can't do this Sam.
Sam: I know. It's all wrong. By rights we shouldn't even be here. But we are. It's like in the great stories, Mr. Frodo. The ones that really mattered. Full of darkness and danger, they were. And sometimes you didn't want to know the end. Because how could the end be happy? How could the world go back to the way it was when so much bad had happened? But in the end, it's only a passing thing, this shadow. Even darkness must pass. A new day will come. And when the sun shines it will shine out the clearer. Those were the stories that stayed with you. That meant something, even if you were too small to understand why. But I think, Mr. Frodo, I do understand. I know now. Folk in those stories had lots of chances of turning back, only they didn't. They kept going. Because they were holding on to something.
Frodo: What are we holding on to Sam?
Sam: That there's some good in this world, Mr. Frodo... and it's worth fighting for.
[ .372. ] time: 2:01 am.
[ .373. ] now that this is over, what are you going to do: sleep

through shadow...till the edge of night...

Wed, 24 Dec 2003 07:00:32 GMT

ate pizza w/tony,matthew,michael,jennifer,& tyrone. then i went to tony's. shortly thereafter(although i felt unwanted by matt & mike)i went with tony,matt,& mike to see The Last Samurai. damn good movie.

a lot of other shit happened. it made me come to the conclusion that when it comes right down to it matt allways treats me like shit,no matter how it may seem at times i'm never at the top of his priority list or even *close* to the top. i also came to the conclusion that on some level i must deserve to be treated this way. after all,i just sit back and allow him to do it :(

Mist And Shadow,Cloud And Shade

Tue, 23 Dec 2003 18:00:45 GMT

Sunday
Woke up. Got showered. Ate breakfast. Saw The Lord of the Rings : The Return of the King. The whole Mount Doom part was a tad dissapointing as was the fact that they left out everything about Sarumons death :\ I can't make a real statment about the overall movie quality until I see it again(hopefully that will happen w/tony some time this week). Either way I can't believe it's over. These films have had a *VERY* profound effect upon my life. Perhaps it has something to do with the fact that Fellowship came out when I was a freshman.....if you get my meaning.....

After that I went to my Aunt Mary's. She showed us her remodeled hacienda. It was nice. Then she took my sister & I too The Cheesecake Factory. Good food,good service,good times. Our waitor looked a bit like Elijah(Wood):x

Then we went shopping. I got a Rubix cube & a Labrynth pen for Tracye. I'm going to buy her a DVD or something else later. No worries though cause I won't be seeing her until the 29th(her b-day). BTW she got me a Ringwraith figurine & pumpkin flavored Pocky. I bought myself a Kurt Cobain poster & a couple of magazines w/features on Elijah :x For my sister I got her Beyblade for Playstation1 & the first Chobits graphic novel. I still have $45.00 left. w00t-uh~

Next we went to the ZooLights(Lights. At the Zoo.). It was pretty fun. I bought my mum a snowman Beanie Baby. After that was said and done we went back to my aunt's. We stayed up till 2am watching Pirates of the Carribean and eating shrimp,cheese,crackers,strawberries,etc. Good food,good movie,good times.

Monday
Got up at about 10:30am. Got showered. Ate lunch/breakfast at Johnny Rockets. Saw Somethings Gotta Give. The movie was entertaining. I was never *bored* but,the humour wasn't to my taste :\ After that we went back home. I spent most of the rest of the day in my bedroom talking to Tony,cleaning,and reading my new magazines.

Tuesday
Got up at about 9:30am. Grabbed The Fellowship of the Ring in the hopes of watching it but instead did something naughty :x My sister and I each opened one of our presents from 'Santa'. Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles for PS2 as well as The Return of the King for PS2 were found. We also opened one of the presents that was for *both* of us. In it was a piece of paper that said 'This certificate redeemable for one Dell computer'.

We wrapped everything back up and put it neatly away. I was surprised that *I* got the TTN game and that my sis got RotK. After all my family should know that *I'm* most assuredly the bigger LotR fan. It's no biggie though. I <3 TTN as well. Besides we can *both* play them. What *does* suck is the fact that I no longer have a PS2 :( I traded mine to my sister for a PS1,a DVD player,& $20.

So yeah. Blah. Sitting here. Typing away. I want a new LotR blog layout w/new icons. Hooha. Hopefully later on today I'll go to Tony's. Apparently he has family in town that wants to meet me o_O;

I May Be Leavin' But Your Allways In My Heart

Fri, 19 Dec 2003 05:46:43 GMT

Right now I'm trying to make a very important decision.

Do I Leave NSA & Tracye behind for Tony,Garrett,Erica,& Matthew At CHS? -or- Do I Stay At NSA For Tracye And Stay Miserable?

I've been asking the friends of mine from both NSA & CHS what they think tonight,online. So far here's how the voting goes:
CHS: 4
NSA: 1

I want to go to CHS because thanks to the cruddy people there I am miserable at NSA and I'm only staying because I dont want Tracye to be alone/upset. I feel selfish for wanting to run off to CHS in the process ditching Tracye. My mum has no problem with it. In a way I think she would prefer it. I haven't spoken to Tracye about it yet.....I really need too....::sigh::

TwentyThreeNth = Tony
UNderDoG Nth = Me

UNderDoG Nth: Jeremiah,You,Max,Garrett,& Erica want me back at CHS
UNderDoG Nth: :x
UNderDoG Nth: but what should I do about tracye?o.o
TwentyThreeNth: talk to her
TwentyThreeNth: how many people does she count for?
UNderDoG Nth: 2
TwentyThreeNth: ahh either way overruled
TwentyThreeNth: i dont know
UNderDoG Nth: nick wants me to stay at NSA tho
UNderDoG Nth: so if tracye goes 'BOO'
UNderDoG Nth: then it's
UNderDoG Nth: 5 yay ----- 3 nay
UNderDoG Nth: still overruled but...
TwentyThreeNth: umm i still think you do it not for friends but for grades cause this is like the last chance you have to graduate high school you know i dont know i say you thinnk about it
UNderDoG Nth: i can graduate on time if i go to CHS
UNderDoG Nth: as long as i switch right after winter break
UNderDoG Nth: which is why i'm time pressed
TwentyThreeNth: ahh isee
UNderDoG Nth: so i have as much of a chance of graduating in either place
UNderDoG Nth: so it really is just about the social scene
TwentyThreeNth: ok then
TwentyThreeNth: now its like is tracy more important to you thank 5-6 people?
TwentyThreeNth: ok i am leaving now
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::worry::

Sometimes What I Do Seems Way Too Fucking Redundant

Thu, 18 Dec 2003 06:39:34 GMT

Stayed home today. Pissed my dad off because he knew that I wasn't sick. Why *did* I stay home? Because I hadn't finished that *important* report for Contemporary Humanities. I spent the day reading Invisible Monsters *FINALLY*. Finished it about an hour ago. Yeah,all 297pages. I forced myself through it. To tell you the truth I liked it but it's most *definetly* NOT my favorite Chuck P. book. As a matter of fact it's not even my second fav and probably not my _third_.

Tomorrow I'm going to start reading(for the 3rd time)what *is* either my 1st or 2nd fav Chuck book,Fight Club(btw Choke would be the 2nd fav if Fight Club is 1st or vise-a-versa). Before you ask(would you even ask?)I am going to school tomorrow. After all it's simply 2 more days then break.

Oh yeah. I didn't get to see Lord of the Rings : Return of the King today but I did watch an interview with Elijah Wood::humps:: on E!News :x Good times. It was a sleepy half ass day. Hopefully tomorrow will work out well.
I need to lose weight

The Days They Turn Into Years....Can You Hear Me Scream

Tue, 16 Dec 2003 05:04:54 GMT

It seems that I have no choice but to continue with this journal. After all,uJournal seems to be(sadly)dead in most people's eyes so even though my blog there is seXXXy I don't have anyone's to read :\

In other news-
Wednesday the 17th Lord of the Rings : The Return of the King
I'm hoping that I'll get to see it with someone(Tony,or Tracye?)that day but if all else fails I allready have tickets reserved (for my sister,father,mum,& I)to see it on sat or sun(i don't recall which). I'm looking forward to watching it as many times as possible while I'm on 'Winter' Break.

At the same time though it's sad that I won't be able to look forward to any more LotR movies. Unless they decide to put out The Hobbit or Silmarrilion. Both seem doubtful,especially Silmarillion.

Things not related to LotR
I told Spike that I think he's an asshole(as does *everyone*)and that I don't want people to think that we're best friends because people assume shit about me as a result of it. Not to mention we aren't now nor have we ever been anything even remotely like 'best friends'. Especially when you take into consideration that he talks shit about me behind my back :|

He of course overreacted to this and warped the story then scampered all over school while I was absent(for 2-3 days)and told everyone his own twisted version. One highlight was that in his story I told him that I 'never' want to talk to him again. It's rediculous. I'm unsure of what other rumours he has spread about me since then but I suppose we shall see soon enough.

*MORE* things not related to LotR
4 more days till break.
Wednesday I have a rough draft for a report due + a cultural event & a *LOT* of make-up work for Physics & Contemporary Humanities.
Friday I'm having a pot-luck in my Photography class. Should be kewl. Speaking of Photo. I have to go get 3 rolls of film. 2 HP400Plus & 1 KODAK160 or 20 slide film. Blah. Could be a fun project though :x

Too Much Food On My Plate

Wed, 10 Dec 2003 05:24:05 GMT

Hola,mi amigos.
I realize that I have been neglecting this journal as of late(to an extent)but the fact of the matter is that I doubt that any of you really care wether I update or not. Not too mention the fact that my life at the moment is rather redundant. I wake up,go to school,go to a friends house,then I go back home. There I eat dinner,do chores,watch tv(Viva La Bam!,Punk'D,The O.C.,or That 70's Show),talk on the phone,mess around on the computer,then go to bed. It's not really interesting too *me* so I fail to see why it would be of *any* interest to you :)

On top of all of this LiveJournal is a peice of shit which does not allow me to directly edit HTML. Besides all of this there are a few people who read this journal that I disapprove of so,for the time being at least,I will be concentrating on a uJournal. If anyone here has a uJ comment.

'Cause I Do Want You

Sun, 07 Dec 2003 04:47:08 GMT

Went to Tony's b-day party last night. Matthew3.0 was there. I was stunned yet ecstatic. It's horrible but whenever I'm w/him I'm happy and then as soon as I have to go I get depressed.....blah. I wore his sweatshirt :x Katey got mad about it. So did her fat friend.

A lot of people were there. All in all it was a good time but I didn't spend much time with Tony :\ I did get a lot of hugs though not to mention I forged a new 'friendship' w/Michael which could come in handy :)

After I got home Tracye came over. I gave her the posters that I got for her then she spent the night. We just did a lot of st00pid shit and talked until 4 or 5 am. It wasn't all that great. It was really dull. I don't blame Tracye though. I was going through 3.0 withdrawals/confusion so I wasn't in an entertaining mood. Not to mention there really *wasn't* anything to do at my hacienda.

So yeah. She left at around 10 this morning. Since then I've just been watching tv,messing around on the comp,and talking to Katey & Tony on the phone. Nothing of real interest. My parents went out to see The Last Samurai and left me and my sis here at home. I want them to bring McDonalds *NEW* chicken nuggets w/Sweetn'Sour home. I told them so but I bet that they'll forget.

Somehow I Knew That it Would Be This Way

Fri, 05 Dec 2003 07:25:42 GMT

I am 74% Emo

Well.. I've made the cut! Now I'll go buy some promise rings and knit myself a sweater.

Take the Emo Test at fuali.com

yay~
i met a *cool* kid on BuddyPic :x I r happy.

Mutha Fucka~!

Fri, 05 Dec 2003 06:45:20 GMT

OMFG I just typed out this uber long journal entry about how much fun my day was and how I talked to Cylinder and acted like a giggling Nancy w/Spike & Mista' Hal Sparks(Mr.Frazer) etc Not to mention the fact that I talked to Katey for 3 hours on the phone and that Mista' Hal Sparks thumped me on the head and acted flirty & kyute to me all day :x

St00pid fucking connection -.-

Tue, 02 Dec 2003 06:29:57 GMT

erica makes me go 'hee hee hee' like a little girl :B

So Give it Up,Throw Your Hats in the Air

Tue, 02 Dec 2003 03:48:25 GMT

Today was pretty dull. Nothing of real interest happened. Tracye was absent. I was rather tired though. I stayed up talking to this italian kid(from Milan-)until 2am last night. Once I finally went to bed I couldn't fall asleep. I was thinking about Matthew,as well as my grades and my future. I fell asleep in a very pro-Coronado hs mindset.

On the up-side I found out what I need to do to make sure that I can bring up my Contemporary Humanities & Physics grades. I made a detailed list of all of the things that I'm missing and I made up one of the tests that I missed when I was absent.

I have a long road ahead of me :\ Roughly 5 Humanities assignments,2 Humanities tests,& 10 or so Physics assignments. I'm just glad/lucky that my teachers are *letting* me make the work up. After all it's not _just_ because of absentses :>

I Will Allways Do the Best I Can,I Can~

Mon, 01 Dec 2003 08:05:13 GMT

*NEW* layout featuring:
lyrics from- Empty Apartment by Yellowcard
+
pictures/icons of - Ryan·Key(lead singer.guitar player from Yellowcard)

Take You Away From That Empty Apartment

Mon, 01 Dec 2003 03:43:30 GMT

Went to Flagstaff yesterday to take care of my Grandmas ashes(finally). All of the family came including my not-so-cousin-Jimmy who I hadn't seen for 5+ years. It was a surprisingly nice/fun trip. The weather was great and it was absolutely gorgeous up there. We all drank KoolAid(yum)& boston cream sandwiches(as my grandmum requested).

I spent most(if not all)of my time w/my cousins Ricki & Jimmy. It's funny how ever since I was a little kid I allways got along great w/those 2 boys and I allways disliked my female cousins :)

Today I slept in,watched a bunch of I Love the 80's STRIKES BACK,cleaned my room,& put up christmas lights/decorations. Pretty relaxing,good,day all in all. Now I'm sitting here messing around on BuddyPic.com,drinking Vanilla Pepsi,& waiting for BigIn'03 to come on. I watch *WAY* too much VH1. Curious.

I wish that I was good at Over-rides so that I could make a *decent* Yellowcard layout...perhaps I'll make a shitty one anyway :) We shall see.

You Were Strong & You Believed

Sat, 29 Nov 2003 03:34:48 GMT

My cousin Cynthia spent the night(Nov.25). We rented 28 Days Later which I thuroughly enjoyed,Dumb & DumberER which was far better than I expected it to be,& Sorority Boys which was crap. When we weren't watching movies I was on the computer or on the phone w/Tracye or Tony & she was on the phone w/her b/f or her friend Julia.

It worked out better that way. We are two *very* different people. I'm pretty damn sure that she was forced to come to my house and I *WAS* forced to deal with her annoying presence. She is so unbearably stereotypical,dull,& daft :\

Now on to Turkey day. It was really good. I made up with my mum(we had been fighting lately)and helped her cook what turned out to be a delicious meal. Then I got dressed up and we went to my uncles where we ate pie. Yay. I expected that to be a horrible ordeal(as it is every year)but fortunately this year it really wasn't so bad(we didn't stay for long).

After that I went to Tonys :) I had a blast there even though Katey didn't show up :( We helped clean up all of the leftovers etc. while incorporating a golf cart into the mix. We acted like a couple of idiots(or should I simply say teenagers?:>). At one point I became overly giddy and attempted to drive it. I ran us into a cement column.

My face slammed into the wheel and my lip became a bit bruised/swollen but other than that we were fine. It turned out to be amusing in the end. I felt like an ass at the time + it hurt like a bitch X_o It still hurts actually luckily once I got home I ran to my room and put ice on it so the swelling went down and now that's gone.

After we put away the golf cart we were allowed to watch Shrek at Tony's house. Alone. ::LOL:: We were both extremely surprised by this because everyone in both Tony & I's respective families are convinced that we are 'all over each other' :P When we were heading back there we stopped by Bertha/Beatrice's house(an obese girl who has a crush on tony). She snuck out and followed us back to Tony's so that she could watch her favorite part of Shrek much to our dissatisfaction o_x

She eventually left only to be replaced by Michael Rowop(Matt 3.0's brother). He claimed that he has nothing against me so there shouldn't be any problem w/us hanging out etc. It was really odd. We looked through Tony's student directory so that we could make some prank calls but it didn't work out how we planned(I did get this cutie I know's e-mail addy tho' :3). I was picked up shortly thereafter.

So how about today? I began to re-read Lord of the Rings : Return of the King then I got showered & dressed & took my dog to the vet. Then I went w/my mum to cash my money order & to pick up some groceries. After that was said and done Tony called me and we talked for a little while then we both went in our seperate directions hoping to meet up at Fashion Square Mall later.

I ended up going w/my sister and buying myself Ocean Avenue by Yellowcard(FINALLY)& then I went in on a present for my mum w/my sis. After that was said and done we saw The Cat In the Hat which sucked. It was especially lame because I wanted to see Love Actually but because I'm 3 months too young to get in and because my mum hates Hugh Grant(so she wouldn't buy the tickets for us)I had to sit through a shitty movie :\

After that I went home,ate some thanksgiving leftovers & watched Lord of the Rings:Two Towers. Called Tony but he wasn't home so I started a load of laundry then hopped online to find..........TONY :) That pretty much brings us up to date. I'm not sure if I'll be updating tomorrow as I'll be in Flagstaff for most if not all of the day tending to my Grandmother's ashes w/the family.